Firstly, I am a first time blogger who after thinking a million ideas on what to do with my life decided  to become just one more random blogger among the trillions that exist already.

Now , If you are looking for parenting advices, baby recipes, DIY activities, artsy crafty and all those pregnancy, maternity, mom crisis shit, Then move on, This is not for YOU.  No, I am never going to give home remedies for cold n cough.  You can leave.

How about lets just talk about our life and our thoughts. Do you hate mommy friends, do you hate mommy talks, do you hate parenting blogs and wonder why the heck is everything about birthing and DIYs for kids  everywhere. Yay !!! Join the club ! I am not against them, but maybe I have just outgrown them.

I am one of those 80’s kids , who is really upset that the 80’s kids jokes are now becoming 90’s kids jokes and that it makes you feel more older while your already cribbing about how your spending on those hair colors to cover the greys. I ditched my job after I got married. My exact thoughts on that particular point was- “Finally I get to quit this damn job ! Lets just get out of this and live happily ever after doing nothing. I was moving abroad. So the moment my wedding finalized , I did not think twice. Happily quit my job and moved in to another part of the world.”

Fast forward after 3 months, yes, just 3 months, I was sooooo mad all the time bugging my husband 24/7 that I am bored with my life. Technically one month, Because we were in our honeymoon for a month and one month in settling down, So, in one month, I was BORED !

What did we do? Boom !! Get Pregnant ! Yes, the next ten months of the year went in eating, pampering, mood swings , ofcourse cribbing my life is soo boring and once my baby arrived, Joined all those 737678638 mommy groups, mommy blogs, parenting blogs etc.

Next 2 years all I did was – being obsessed with my baby and his life ! And slowly it kept fading, yes- the mom feel ! I did care about my son and my family but I was becoming more chilled out with everything. Once upon a time I used to cry for days when my son fell off the bed, now I just shake it off. I would google for the baby recipes and cook for 2 hours together, to make a bowl of meal, out of which my son would eat 2 spoons and throw away the remaining. Now I just don’t really care much as long as he eats something edible.

Exactly ! I get what your thinking. This phase of my life – I decided I should do something for myself. Unfollow all those mommy blogs, Installed every job hunting apps. Applied a minimum of 42454245 jobs a day, From Analysts to Lecturer to data Entry, Read every article about those women who did a career come back. Got into a course to update on technology( Yeah, cos all those people said we should be doing a course)

A year now, No luck on jobs ! So what do we do?? You guessed it ! Time to be a mompreneur !! 😊

Did that for a year, it sucked ! While the sales was good, I hated the bargains, who comments first and posts etc. If you are a part of those 53636 kids clothing, kids toys, kids books groups, you will understand what I am saying.

Every other month I get super motivated for say 5 to 10 days ,for  once it’s the minimalist groups influence, I clean up the whole house and throw away all the stuff.  Some days its about career, I apply and call every other recruiter who simply sends us a mail for the sake of sending it. Some days its about DIY home decors, yeah I do that. And hey my favourite- fitness motivation . This is funny. One day I am on super diet , installing the steps tracker, buying a fitbit, walking, dieting. The next week its “Briyani love”

So this is me ! I definitely want to do it big. I want to follow my dreams and raise my kid well. Provide a health meal to my family, build my career. But ..IT just doesn’t happen !! I am just a normal person who get inspired every other month to make it big, other days sulk at everything, some days I gang up my girl gang and we just drink it out. Some days, I feel guilty about not contributing financially to the family and some days I really don’t care about anything and everything.

Do you want to know how much time I invested in learning and doing some ground work on blogging??

Hmm about 2 hours since this morning. Yup, I guess its one of  those motivation week for me.

So do I care if this blog should do good?? Absolutely no ! I don’t care a damn even if no-one reads it.

If it makes me feel good, probably I will write more. If not, I might just shut it down and just try baking  maybe 😊 yeah I just joined another group on facebook today !